Spontaneity (song for SPONTS)

chords: C-G-Am-F

Spontaneity.
Unexpectedly,
Automatically,
that's what we are!

Spontaneity.
Unexpectedly,
Automatically,
that's what we are!

in the world of uncertainty,
only you are the one i see
the magic of informality
i dont know, is this insanity?

Spontaneity.
Unexpectedly,
Automatically,
that's what we are!

Spontaneity.
Unexpectedly,
Automatically,
that's what we are!

curiosity, so involuntarily
like my heart beats so suddenly
fastly, it's uncontrollably
i dont know, is it stupidity?

Spontaneity.
Unexpectedly,
Automatically,
that's what we are!

Spontaneity.
Unexpectedly,
Automatically,
that's what we are!

how i wish youll be with me
forever as if a destiny
like we want it to be
but oh, this is reality

Spontaneity.
Unexpectedly,
Automatically,
that's what we are!

Spontaneity.
Unexpectedly,
Automatically,
that's what we are!

how i wish youll be with me
forever as if a destiny
like we want it to be
but oh, this is reality

But oh oh oh
This is Reality!

Is it destined? Or reason lies behind it?

Sometimes we just realized things happen unexpectedly. We had never thought nor imagine it was possible yet it was and indeed it happened. Our lives are but intertwining ribbon of choices that incidents happen so amazingly that we may doubt yet sometimes we think it was destiny's game of chance. Is it, or it just happened for a reason?

There is this lady that I knew since my elementary years. We've been classmates starting from second grade up 'til grade six. She may not notice me back then, but of course I knew her because my bestfriend had a crush on her. She was smart, and beautiful and everything, but of course for my bestfriend. For me, she was just an intelligent annoying woman with her beautiful annoying voice. Everybody would know her because she was a topnotch of our class. Apart from her, the other girl was the one I fantacized.

I could not remember much of childhood experiences that with been together. Except maybe when we were still in third grade, we gather around forming a circle chit-chatting about non-sense issues, just talking about anything under the sun. Then, one asked something about death ( i could'nt remember what actually the question was). But we would answer like I don't want to die unless blah blah blah.. like that. When its my turn to answer, i said that I cannot die if i haven't kissed a girl. Then, they all burst to laughter, but the loudest laugh i heard was her laugh, and she had also the longest laugh among us.
Well, after graduation we lost contact with some of our classmates.

The story would be so long if i will tell every experiences we had, so i'll cut it and go directly to the climax, here we go

Final examination week of my first first semester in our school, it was on wednesday, I left at school afternoon when we bump each other on the same jeepney. I was sitting on the front seat when i noticed her waving for the jeep i was in.
Of course i called her, then she sit beside me. Having many years of no communication, we had so much to talk about. We talked about our pasts and presents. Then, she explained that she was supposed to ride the other jeep that went before but fortunately it was full, she was not accepted. Isn't that amazing. The driver even commented, "na basig kamo magkadayun ana"! Well, we just ignored it.

I invited her to join me to attend the Holy Eucharist. After that she went home.

I know, there are still a lot more to tell but i'm tired so i'll just continue this next time. hehe

Patterns of Life

Have you ever thought about indistinguishable patterns of everything? It seems every single event has links and tied to a distination. Yes, it is. animals act according to their nature. When one acts differently, everything turns peculiar. Food web, for example, is a basic model of order. It may be harsh to kill but killing maintains tha balance of life.

Life too has patterns to follow, or to be followed. Our lives lies on like the famous kid’s toy, the rubik’s cube. the game begins when the patterns are arranged distinctly, scrambled that it may be confusing to see. Really, it is confusing, and difficult as well. But when you know pattern solutions, that makes it easy, in fact very easy. That’s also true in life. We need patterns, we need directions to make. So that everytime we flip each side of life, it is directed to completion.  

 

the fear of the unknown

This has begun when i accidentally courted a girl.Without knowing she accepted my plea. it was a kind of funny experience. i never imagined that we end up this way, yet the fact that we never have seen each other. The so-called love, or i say infatuation started through text messages. every time i texted her, only one thing whirling in my mind, a beautiful smiling lady who is so in love with me. We are to meet at our school this incoming beginning of classes and i am a bit excited and fearful, that she might not be a woman, a man perhaps, or she may look like a man, or an ogre. now i am thinking what does she look like. That's my fear of unknown.

Quotes

Anger is only one letter short of danger

If someone betrays you once, it is his fault;
If he betrays you twice, it is your fault.

Great minds discuss ideas;
Average minds discuss events;
Small minds discuss people.

He, who loses money, loses much;
He, who loses a friend, loses much more;
He, who loses faith, loses all.

Beautiful young people are accidents of nature,
But beautiful old people are works of art.

Learn from the mistakes of others
You can't live long enough to make them all
yourself.

Yesterday is history.
Tomorrow is mystery.
Today is a gift.
That is why it is called the present.